I am writing while in a healing and restoration of my template for divine union. There has been an imbalance for centuries now between the masculine and feminine archetypes on Earth resulting in a distorted patriarchal system. On 11-11-2018 I, Yvette, joined fifty-four people from all over the world to anchor the divine feminine in Israel, which is a headquarters for the major ruling religions and schools of thought for the Piscean age. These religions enforced a male dominating deity that existed outside of humanity in a judgmental and often punitive role. The result of this has been the diminishment, suppression, and subservience of the feminine, manifesting in various ways in the treatment of both sexes all over the world. Our work in Israel in congruence with lightworkers all over the world was successful, and the feminine essence has continued to rise in the hearts, minds, and bodies of all of life on Earth.
The Masculine and Feminine Appear
In another ceremony in March of 2019, I was given updated templates for the masculine and feminine coming online. They appeared as an empowered and fierce female black panther on my right, and a gentle and honorable male brown stag to my left. I was given understanding and protection while in a “spiritual’ circle that was distorted and imbalanced still in the old ways. My breakthrough was of course unappreciated and annoying to its leader at the time, but he was operating from the patriarchal misuse of power. I was so honored when I understood later what my role was there and how I annoyed and disrupted things for the benefit of divine will. It was a powerful learning and initiation of feminine empowerment for me, and I know now to always trust and follow my feeling intuition first and foremost in any situation.
I had already been healing the distorted archetypes and energies of both genders inside me for some time. As I did so my relationships changed, and my patience with everyone’s entanglements in toxic versions of these archetypes increased. We have many layers inside our psyche and bodies related to these distortions, and the systems, structures, and creations on earth will reflect these imbalances and perversions. As we address these things inside ourselves, we will see correlating changes occur in our outer realities. The rise in the feminine essence is not exclusively about women. This is an energy coming into balance inside every man, woman, and child. This restoration occurs inside of every living being because every creation is the result and extension of both divine elements. One is not more important than the other, and gender expressed by a body does not make it so. The masculine and feminine energies exist inside each, even though the physical expression in this realm affords genders different roles in birthing physical creation on this plane. Both are beautiful. Both are necessary. Both are complimentary and entwined with each other in creation. If competition and exclusion of one were allowed to prevail, there would be little life and creation perpetuated here. We have seen life under strain from our systems of imbalance and we continue to grow in confusion and distortions in identity from our misperceptions and lack of harmony with these divine elements inside us. This is changing. The feminine panther is taking her step forward.
In her we express our capacity to love, forgive, show compassion, and hold space for a higher vision to be birthed. Her fierceness is not about waging war or fighting. She is about demonstrating a new way of being in the face of all conflict and perceived division. She is about uniting and calling home all her children. She loves all that is struggling in suffering and separation because she knows that love is the intelligent, encompassing, and curative agency of the universe. Love is the force and fuel of creation, there is nothing outside of it or capable in frequency of overpowering it. As more awaken to this love unfurling inside themselves, the space held for change grows. The very frequency of energy everyone inhabits, elevates. What is divided and lost cannot stand to or withstand the potency.
Together we Grow
This in no way excludes or overpowers the masculine. The feminine needs the masculine to fertilize, activate, and implement the shared visions and potentialities. New creations need structure and protection to properly grow and succeed. She will continue to nurture and adjust according to what occurs and is shared. These are the forces at play inside us, and the first thing I had to do to come into harmony with them inside myself, was to let the old archetype of “male” die. This occurred in my dream space, and as I let this perverted version go, I welcomed and acted in consideration of the upgrade exclusively in my reality to ensure it became the version I experienced externally in the relations around me. This is new earth creation, becoming, embodying, enacting the energy or changes that you seek to experience.
I continue to receive adjustments and healings in both my masculine and feminine templates, and the relationship they have with each other. My dreams expanded to include danger from groups of men. I processed fears and past experiences of harm in relation to groups of both sexes to prepare me for having a more loving relationships, openness, and experiences with people around me. If I want to open new doors and attract higher relationship opportunities, I must release and process the old energies, beliefs, traumas, and templates in the way. This is happening at large in the evolution of our species and planet. We are in a powerful eclipse window that started with a partial solar eclipse on April 30, 2022, and will end with a lunar eclipse May 15. The effects and changes initiated last longer, but eclipses are seen as bringing changes that allow for new openings related to destiny. New openings of course involve necessary endings. It is nothing to fear, very often they occur internally or evidenced in outdated ideas, beliefs, habits, and ways of being that must shift to allow for growth and expansion.
Two days before the solar eclipse, I dreamt of a purification and reckoning of the patriarchal forces. In the dream there was a mass bonfire, where agents of the abuses of power in the patriarchy along with their kin, were dipped in blood and burned. There was an understanding that this related to the large-scale sexual manipulation, maltreatment, and harvesting that uphold the hierarchies of control in these misaligned systems of authority and power. The blood stood for the blood of innocents sacrificed and feasted upon, the sexual energy syphoned and consumed. I was given opportunity in this dream to participate and burn one of the family members in this regime, but I could not go through with it and chose instead to halt operations acting in accordance with rage and revenge. I awoke understanding this was symbolic of a purification by fire, and that suppressed feelings, narratives, beliefs, and injustices were being addressed on a deeper level. I felt pain and processed where these energies and wounds existed inside my womb space and noted that I had intense pain in my left ovary as I went down that night precipitating the dream. I worked with forgiveness and my tools that day and allowed this to move through because I understood this as an old paradigm of experience and reality that was shifting. This is occurring collectively, as above so below.
The new door opening to me is in the production and launch of a new creation. After the clearing I was met with finalizing the steps I will take in the world to share my work. With every step taken in moving this project forward, I have had to address things internally to ensure success. With each step there is a call to refine my energy, authenticity, and purpose. In response to this decision, I received another dream and awareness of something in need of alignment. This was conveyed through several channels in my reality to make the point.
My husband has been the most powerful reflection of the masculine archetype I am running. My progress and relations with him have directly related to the healings of these energies inside me. The day after the eclipse we both felt physical adjustments happening to our bodies. We were tired and achy, with an overall feeling of discontent. He began seeing two doves around him. The male was attempting to court and engage with the female, and she repeatedly turned and flew away. He shared this with me multiple times and I took note. The next night, we both dreamt of the same theme. He dreamt I was telling him I wanted to be with someone else sexually, while I dreamt, I was a male engaged in sex with a woman that was not interested. Her back was to me, and her heart and emotions were closed off. It wasn’t a situation of force, but of resignation. It was really upsetting to me as the man because I felt my love and desire to have a loving exchange with her and I really tried to communicate that and perform and please her. It was sad and stressful, and filled me with feelings of uncertainty and inadequacy.
I awoke with this awareness and understanding that although I had made great strides in forgiveness between the sexes, my feminine was still holding onto lack of trust and openness toward the masculine inside. My husband relaying his dream only validated this was in the unconscious dynamic of our relations and my operating system. I knew in order to shift this, I had to allow suppressed emotions and experiences to surface and move through.
I took this conscious awareness to my detox, exercise, and spiritual regimen. I set up space and spoke to my body on what I was calling up and out inside me. As I took it to hot exercise, things opened up. I then put on music that I knew would evoke feeling and allowed a deep release in the way of tears. I further took this to my garden, and in symbolic gesture proceeded to weed all beds with the intent of this correlating to my internal space. This allowed so much to come through emotionally and mentally. Old thoughts and experiences of sex without love or openness, operation in defense and emotional shut down, experiences of using and being used, compromising oneself, doing things to be accepted that were incongruent with my nature, etc. This was coupled with heartache, pain, and betrayal pouring out in liquid liberation. I could see how these walls were justified in one way, but how they were in the way of feeling and intimating with what was really desired so much more.
As I cried, I was consoled by nature as usual. My constant companion in death via the crow, flew directly across me to let me know it was there with a space being held. As I weeded the garden, I was infiltrated by the coupling of love bugs, which was in line with the harmony and union I was seeking inside. This went on for three hours, and I welcomed the potent feelings of emptiness and acceptance that followed. To further confirm the upgrade of my heart, mental, and emotional constructs was complete, I had two green dragonflies approach from opposite directions, and then join and dance with each other in a circling delight. The transformation was acknowledged and deeply felt. I followed up with a meditation on forgiveness, compassion, and unconditional love to help me fill any wounds and openings with these benevolent qualities and frequencies. In it I saw the man and woman in my dream face each other and connect lovingly in an embrace that was heartfelt. I was in a more peaceful place and was pleased to then find the final copy of my manuscript ready for publication in my inbox.
I joyfully completed a final proofreading, knowing I will not turn away from the loving openings and offerings made to me. I will step through this door trusting I am ready to engage with higher versions and visions. I have done my work, and I move forward with forgiveness for what has passed, in full focus on embodying what is to come. As I embrace the elevated templates inside me, I know I will be welcomed by their reflections in others around me. It is from this space that I will continue to move forward and create.